2009-06-24 11:02
digitaldiscipline
I'm awesome. No real reason for it, just in a good mood, glad to be above ground, that sort of thing.
Or, as I said to
sloot:
Two reasons I like being me:
- I seldom have meetings
- Dude, I'm me. I fucking well rule.
How are you, people of the 'tubes?
Or, as I said to
Two reasons I like being me:
- I seldom have meetings
- Dude, I'm me. I fucking well rule.
How are you, people of the 'tubes?
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"Old," she says.
Pffft.
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:-)
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I have too many meetings which, unsurprisingly, are mostly unproductive of anything other than more work (of late, with vendors who *really* should consider another line of work).
Oh, and smoking cessation is in [nic]fits and starts...this week I managed 2 days @ 1/2 pack a day and 2 days with none, cold turkey, before going back to 1/2 pack a day. This beats previous efforts of 3/4 pack to 1 day cold turkey to pack-a-day by way of addictive overcompensation. This morning I woke up on the wrong side of the world due to withdrawal (and being a cranky bastard in general) aggravated by two magpies nattering in opposite ears during a lurching, late train commute to work. Back to 1/2 pack until I remember how not to kill without the need for a smoke ;) FWIW, it seemed like every time I took a healthy breath of plain ol' air during the 2-day cold turkey effort I rememebered your pithy, "quit smoking asshole." Strangely, that helps :P
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Pardon if this is an inappropriate question but do you think the goodness of the mood is chemically enhanced? I'm debating some anti depressants in the fall to try to avoid the huge SAD crash I seem to cycle through every year so I'm very curious about other people's responses to them...
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and, what the hell, now is as good a time as any to "out" myself.
the wellbutrin -is- having visible effects.
what used to be every six weeks -- a three or four day, fairly moderate depression -- are about a day long, and not nearly as acute. i think my infrequent (2-3x/yr) two-week black funk was maybe three or four days of moderate depression.
basically, it looks like my depressive episodes all got turned down by an order of magnitude. i can't say i'm going to evangelize for it or anything, but it probably wouldn't hurt to have a sit-down with a shrink/psych and lay out where you are to get some objective input. however, they'll almost certainly tell you to knock off getting lit up at the dance cave every week, which, yeah, i can see causing some resentment and frustration.
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But hey, you asked.
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*ponders ways to be at all helpful in dispelling the poop*