This post brought to you by the Letter 7.

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So, either my blatant web grazing at the office has made the point that I'm woefully underutilized, or my comments to the boss' daughter a couple weeks back on the subject of considering looking for a better-paying gig were passed along, but the twist of the week has me becomeing a half-assed web developer in addition to the world's ugliest secretary, with the intent of making me a port (as in boats) security expert, as that's where the boss sees a big surge of potential business coming from.

I think it's pretty safe to say, I never saw myself becoming some kind of waterborne threat assessment guru with an ethernet port coming out of my ass.

Now, what any of this means in terms of real-world anything (more money, the ability to wear t-shirts to work, much less any kind of future in doing anything i know the first damn thing about) is anybody's guess. The allusion to greater wages was made this morning, though I will retain my gig as "world's ugliest secretary" for the time being - there's not enough work here for one person in that job, much less for a part of me -and- a dedicated receptionist-type.

But, here I am, with a mostly-legal copy of Dreamweaver MX and an upcoming Coast Guard safety specification, and I get to have that ever-popular epiphany: "What. tha. fuck.?"

I get the feeling that I'm veering further and further away from something I have any interest making a career of, especially with this maritime stuff - it's an Old Boys' Club to be sure, and I'm neither Old nor Maritime enough to fool anyone - independent of the fact that I'm about as Southern as a Labatt's bottlecap.

"Ahhhh, stupid financial considerations!" [/Homer]

So, anyway. . . .

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I did get the email, my phone at the house is cut off for a little bit. Chinyen being a bitch at the moment, and focusing on family and getting a new job kinda stuph. :/

I'll do what I can to reply to it sometime this weekend, hon. You didn't do anything to offend. Perhaps if I get lucky, krew and I will get his house cleaned up this weekend so I can snag his machine with a bit more regularity until I get the house phone cut back on.

**hugs** And yer not a loser. You may never make that much money, but you'll always have a certain net.goth celebrity, and good friends who care.

Besides, I don't have loser friends. **hugs** ;) Goofy, yes. Loser, no.

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aaawwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww............

*huggle*